Gaash — A Call to Remembrance

On August 18th of 1990, Parveena Ahangar’s 17-year-old son Javaid Ahmed was taken by a specialized counter-insurgency group (the National Security Guards of the Indian Army) during a night raid at her neighborhood in Batamaloo, Srinagar. Since then, her quest to find her son and her demand for justi

Gaash — A Call to Remembrance

Tonight, there is no night
there will be no tomorrow,
and only haunting yesterdays will remain.
Tonight, the stars keep vigil in the sky,
tonight darkness taints the light of all the days
that will follow.

A Kashmiri mother’s nickname for a son is Gaash—
meaning “light”, “light of my eyes”, “light of my life”.
Every neighborhood of the city, every village and every hamlet has a mother—
who calls her son “Gaash”, “Gaasha”, Gaasho”.

Tonight, a mother calls for her son, without end.
Tonight, daylight has been stolen, forevermore.

Look up to the stars, they will tell you.
Like the mother, they too remember
whether you do
or you don’t.

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